Someone Like You..

What's love?

Maybe it's when he make u mad like hell, but u still love him. Accepting his flaws.

Maybe it's the way you miss talking to him when ur having a fight.

Maybe it's when late at night or any other part of the day you miss his presence.

Maybe it's the way he always make you smile out of nowhere by his silly jokes.

Maybe it's about giving every piece of what u have to him.

Maybe it's about hanging on to him in tough times, not letting go even a bit.

Maybe it's just simply because no one can love u the way he does.

Maybe :)

Shopping sampe tebabas!!

Adoo wak kit gitok rupa aku sabtu ya tek koh~

Heelluuwwwwww!!!!

Waaaahhh! lamak sik update ehh..pa kaba tek? (xda bunyi org nyaut retinya xda org maca blog kau!)
Sikpa, xda charge aku nulis blog tok, xrugi nak oo..

Oklah..topik ku for today is...SHOP TIL U DROP!

Sabtu marek, aku kluar sopink ngn Michelle..seari2 mek 2 bejalan musin pasa kuching. Ng lelah la p best! Rempuan bah biasalah ya..lelah gik mun dudok d rumah ngga tv hehe ;p

1st stop: Spring
Sebelom apa2, prut plu di isik..food court! Makan hotplate la tek..lamak sik makan ya ehh..rindu lidah ku..Udah kenyang, start jual mata! Gi Elianto, pusin2 ujong meli sigek item kecikk tok jak


Elianto Eyebrow Pencil in Light Brown
RM 19.90

Review: It came with brush, so it's practically eyebrow-friendly..plus the tip is oval, easy drawing! The lines didn't looked fake and with no clump.
Rating: Love it! 4 Stars!

Then, lepas Elianto mek 2 g la Stage....agik ada sale 2 selected items for RM20. Tapi sadly eyeliner dark brown yg aku idamkan ya sikda stok..abis..laku benaaa kohh sebab ny ng best! Creamy!! mun polah mata smokey ng best makey ya..xpayah k eyeshadow, it stand for itself!

Then masok The Face Shop aku beli tok..lamak dah aim benda tok koh ahernya tercapai juak hasrat d hati

Green Tea Blackhead Remover Gommage pack
RM 43.20 (after 10% discount)

Review: It does exfoliates, but there're still whiteheads remained...maybe it takes time to see the difference. Why are black&whiteheads tooo hard to remove? GRRRRRRR!!!! (thinking about buying the Cosway blackhead remover..seems promising hmmmm)
Ratings: Like it, maybe...3 stars.

Okey NEXXTT!!

2nd Stop: Boulevard

HAAA...sitok ng banyak hasil tuaian...sebab..ada Watson n Guardian yg brg2 ny sgt ckup! Dari Watson aku dapat tok

Item no. 1 Watson

BB Pure Mineral 8 in 1 Mousse
RM 48.90

Review: 8 in 1 - all checked!!! and it stay still on my skin especially on the oily surface such as my nose, steadily! 12hours still look fresh! Worth every penny...
Rating: *Joget2* Love it sooo much! 5 stars!!!

Item no. 2  Watson

Maybelline Baby Lips Lipbalm in Soothing Cherry
RM 10.90

Review: Really smoothens my lips..used it before applying lipstick...wow! no more roughness..love love love! and it has no color, all i ever wanted hehe :)) and the cherry smell is sweet. like it :)
Ratings: LOVE it! 4.5 stars!

Ohhh yaaa..before masok watson tek sempat ndah singgah d station ZA boulevard supermarket ya bli tok


ZA Ever Liner in Black
RM 12.95 (after 50% discount)

Review: Biasa jerrr macam eyeliner avon....
Ratings: Like it..2.5 stars

Kluar Watson...masok Guardian (nang apa laaaa) lalek pa ku! Lepas gian d hati...

apa dibeli ku sia oo...emmmm

haaaa aok..tok

Item no. 1 Guardian

Safi Balqis Perfect 10 Serum
RM 21.88

Review: Sik ku sangka aku akan meli serum...langkah berjaga2 slowing aging process bah hehe...Love the texture..sgt2 light n smooth, but kurang suka smell nya...xpa i'll get used to dat.
Ratings: 3 stars

Item no. 2 Guardian

Veet Suprem Essense
RM 11+

Review: The reason I bought this was because i happened to walk-by this section and was attracted to the packaging -.-'' Haven't try it yet hehe ;p
Ratings: as for the packaging 4stars!

Item no. 3 Guardian

Himalaya Protein Shampoo Color Protect
RM 19.90

Review: Haven't use it, but used the old ones before..and it's amazing! Less hair fall, healthier hair :) It's protein shampoo maaa....
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 Lepas balit dr Boulevard, mek 2 pg Giant bt 10...ku beli watch n suit. Xda gambar laa..malas ku snap2 nya ;p

Fuuhhh....kepak naep...ada gik benda2 lain ku beli..ntah apa2 la tapi puas atiku!! heheheeee :))

Yajak lah bagi bulan tok...next month attack baju  n heels gik! hoyeaahhh2...(shopaholic in the making aku tok) exception la hooo...tok 1st time ku dapat gaji hasil titik peloh dkmpun huuu...ada wak kit nyimpan ya..tapi slagik lom da tanggungan, ku spoilt dirik ku mpun lok :D hohohooohoo

Dah gik.

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Wad is up?!

Up up and away.............................................

Last 2 weeks I wasn't at home (Sibu) but was travelling back to Kuching with my whole family (minus my dad cz he had to work). We spent our raya holiday there for a week due to my brothers who refuse to have their holiday here at Sibu (gerek ada d kuching bhaaaaaaaaaaa..PAHAM gilak aku) 

1st day of raya..I went 'bejarah' wif my frens..as usual, there were curry, rendang, ketupat, lemang, kuah kacang etc etc...full! Here's some pics taken :)

From left: Vera, Michelle, Tini, Chombi, yours truly, & Ain at Chombi's house

At Miza's

After a week, I extended my stay at Kuching. My Family went back to Sibu and I was left...not alone but with my dear close friend, Janet. She arrived from Sarikei and came to visit Kuching yearly...I was jumping in joy (literally of coz) because I know, we'll have a great week there and WE DID! We went to Kbox, Stramboat, Beach and malls! Met after a year surely left us with A LOT of catching up to do. When it's time to say bye-bye to Kuching, we headed back to Sarikei n I spent my time there for 3 days. It was FUN! We went to embrace our roots at her village (Julau). I can see lots of interesting stuff there. Lovin it!

Here's the pics (tooo many taken so had to summarize lah~)

At SK Lasi, Julau. Visiting Janet's aunt & cousins (Janet in deep-green blouse)

This one taken by Janet, at her village near Sg strass, Julau :)

Ohh..there's more hihihihiii....this one, my time spent with my love ^^,

At Friendship park :)

Spring! We went Kbox since no awesome movies at MBO (tho he resisted to watch  FD 5 , i won hihi)

Last day, at Damai Beach :) Sunset, slow music n everything..Best ever!

Now I'm back in my room, my own desk, and bed...with all the great times in mind, it's good to be home :) (jet-legged..heh mengada2 ;p )  End of this month, i'm going back to Kuching, permanently. Work!

^^, Thinking bout vacation in December..hmmm

We are merely humans afterall....

Hey guys. I spotted an article just now regarding Christianity encourage prostitution as a job and random sex. In my mind was...why? Why is it soooo insensitive for these people to condemn other's religion with those blurry facts? We are all humans afterall. Instead of condemning others, why don't u just focus on your own spiritual belief and immerse yourselves in it. The time we use to condemn others is better use for our own self improvement in our soul. You said others are sinned, look at yourself..are you that perfect? Religion is pure and innocent. No religion in the world have bad teachings..it's the people who made it bad. 

My way of life is, i don't condemn others...i live by my religion and i take other's teaching which i find is good and practice them in my life. Peace.

(John 8:11) 11 She said, “No one, Lord.” Jesus said, "“Neither do I condemn you. Go your way. From now on, sin no more.”

Sadness.

I seriously think I'm cursed..cursed to never will have smooth passionate love-relationship. Because as far as i remember...everytime i'm deeply in love with someone, mom will said no. Andartu la aku tok. Sekian.

Keep holding on...

..cause I know you'll make it through :)

Hi boys n girls! How r u today? Me...half of today i felt very not in the spirit..demotivated completely! My job hunting effort had been going on for almost 4 weeks now..that's a freakin' 1 month! aarrggghhh....and in this almost one restless month, i learnt a lot of new things and experiences which I don't even know could exist.

During my college days, things were actually going smooth and steady, but still i complaint a lot! And now as i thought about it all..my complaints were 80% unnecessary, really. Here I am now...in this outside world, the 'REAL World' people call it. I heard about how hard and tough it is out here, yes it is indeed! I finished my study in late May, and enjoy my 'after-study' holiday up to July. August said hello and I started looking for jobs. Man...it was madness out here.

I could not tell you how many resumes and cover letters i already sent to companies, how many form i had filled up, certificates being photocopied, and my passport sized photos are all over the country by now. I applied every companies I could find, from the ones related to my field to a totally unrelated! From all that, I got replied from only three..THREE! A company called me for an interview in Puchong, great start rite? But then parent interfere...and that's made me realized that, looking for job is hard..harder when you need permission to do anything, ever. Due to my parent's disapproval, i ditch that opportunity. Sad really. Another chance I turned down was from a resort. The latest one was a hypermarket, this one offered me immediate job but I cannot take it because of some personal reasons on my own. 

I know it's bad to turn down opportunities like that, but this what make job hunting experience worthwhile. Life is about taking chances, and risks...but I'm not living on my own. I have a family and love one and every decision I made is and will always be influenced by them. Not every chance is right for me, some maybe not so good...so I must be wise in choosing the best! After all, this is about finding a job for life! Things that I'll be doing for the rest of my grown up life. I want it to be fun, interesting every moment, and i love doing it. Otherwise, DEPRESSION. Later I will surely have a husband and kids I have to take care of and I wanted to give them the best of me, so by having a great job by that time will spare me the tension when i'm at home with them, showering them with all my love :) 

Yeeeaaahhh...that's all of it. My thoughts about job hunting, FOR NOW. This is a view from a beginner job hunter..maybe i'll learnt more after this, but hope it'll not take too long..I need to work ASAP! I feel the responsibility of being the eldest crushing on my shoulders..I want to start helping my parent paying for bills and stuff...and also my broadband bill (kantoi daddy baya slama tok ;p) I want to shop til i drop too...yes that's the dream! Car, house and other important stuff that i want to have..i want to have them fast! 

Now all i can do is cross my fingers, and pray for the best. He knows what's best for me. :)

Cuppycakes madness :)

My lovely cupcakes

Heyy....today i baked vanilla and chocolate flavored cupcakes. It surely kept me busy the whole evening. The most fun part was decorating them with butter cream icing. I love colors, i love decorating stuff...it was absolutely FUN! I wanna put the recipe here...but laziness strikes. Perhaps next time okie? nyum2~~~

A birthday post :)

Hye all :)

Yesterday July, 12th 2011 was my birthday..i turned 22nd this year :))

and for the very 1st time I celebrated my bday at Sibu

^^,

How was it? Well here goes....

The first place I went to was Secret Recipe wif my dear besty Siti

Siti wif her Iced lemon tea..and dats my mineral water :)

Chocolate indulgence was my choice n siti's chocolate walnut (xremember  full name ;p)

The candles x light coz we dun have lighter..so gimik jak la ;p

Yaaa..my hair was a lil bit frizzy yesterday..but that doesn't stop the fun n excitements on my special day :)

Later on we went to Wisma Sanyan n ate (again -.-'') at KFC haha! Wanted to go karaoke but the place was under renovation, soo hampa :( but...its okay, next time still can go liao! :) 

I headed home at 630pm and daddy asked me 'where to tonite?'....Yippie! He's planning to have my bday celebration at seafood restaurant, but as we on our way, plan changed - Chinese Restaurant @ Farley Restaurant :))

22 years ago, they had their first baby girl :)

My humble cake..thanks to my sister :)

:)

Ribena sprite wif longan..sooo refreshing!

Roasted chicken..other dish inclusing baby kailan, steamed fish,  and sea cucumber soup! :) very the yummy!

Eat time!

Yeaaahh! I'm having a blast :) and sooooo theeee kenyaanngg!! I said to my mom esok xmok makan..overr eat dh hehe....lom mamam gik tok..tapi cam lapa jak ;p

I thanked God for the wonderful 22 years of my life..thanks You for my awesome family, friends and love. Ohh ya..i got an early bday present...now he's mine forever :) 

Till next time..zaaass!! ^^,

July, 2nd...a romantic nite to remember.

At Planet Sambal

We didn't do much. Just holding hands and talk...feeling the soft night breeze along Kuching Waterfront..with the sound of live band performing some slow jazz...warmth our hearts :)) Love is too much to be expressed..a nite worth living for. :))

Sila baca...jgn sik tetak.

Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling.


"Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss." - Douglas Adams


The road to success is always under construction.


When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.


Everyone has photographic memory; some just don't have the film.


Energizer Bunny arrested, charged with battery.


Never go to a doctor whose office plants have died.


I told the doctor I broke my leg in two places. He told me to quit going to those places. - Henny Youngman


Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.


The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.


Son, if you really want something in this life, you have to work for it. Now quiet! They're about to announce the lottery numbers. - Homer Simpson


You laugh because I'm different...........I laugh cause I just farted!


He who laughs last didn't get it.


There is a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.


^^

Yay ada love!!

This post is totally useless (sama jak ngn nak lain2 actually hehe..) nampak kan love2 tue..bila tuannya dah in love, blog pun jadi in love juak hehehe... :))

I want a baby...

...So that i can sing this to him/her hehehe ;p

An angel's wings

I would die for you

Lay down my life for you

The only thing that means everything to me

'Cause when you're in my arms

You make me prouder than 

Than anything I ever could achieve

And you make everything that used to seem so big

Seem to be so small since you arrived

On angel's wings, an angelical formation

Angel's wings, like letters in the sky

Now I know no matter what the question

Love is the answer

It's written on angel's wings

And I often wonder why,

Someone as flawed as I 

Deserves to be as happy as you make me

So as the years roll by

I'll be there by your side

I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me

Cause you make everything that used to be so big

Seem to be so small since you arrived

On angel's winds, an angelical formation

Angel's wings, like letters in the sky

Now I know no matter what the question

Love is the answer

It's written on angel's wings

Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives 

Will know the way I'm feeling, looking

In my baby's eyes

That's why I can't bear to be too far away

I know that god must love me cause

He sent you to me on angel's wings 

On angel's winds, an angelical formation

Angel's wings, like letters in the sky

Now I know no matter what the question

Love is the answer

It's written on angel's wings

Love is the answer

It's written on angel's wings

Classic...

Love this.

Someday.......

Birthday again! This time it's Miza's

Happy Birthday Miza!!

22nd..dah semakin tua!

Classic isn't it? I love this pic soo very much! Bday girl yg pakey tudong polka dot itam :)

We ate at KFC, Miza blew some candles...we chat, laugh, story mory.....then went up to Kbox............FUN!

Here as promised....

Hye!

Yesterday i said i'll upload my origami project..here it is! 

Waaaa...connection really kuat oww ini malam..sebab BN dah menang ka?hihiii ;p

Origami theme: Scene from pond and garden with pine trees :))

sorry it doesn't rotate huu :((

That's froggie, and colorful waterlilies

Orang n yelow waterlilies and also tulips there..

Guess wad is dat? hihihi...

Cannot guess?..sad la me :(
It's a turtle...

(^.^)

I love crafting ^^

Hye...
I really3 love crafting..i wonder if i can make a career out of this?mmmm.....apa ho keja ya? Anywho....today i finished one very exiting assignment..about Material Recovery Facility (if u don't know wad that is, feel free to google hehe ;p) Well, at first we did the assigment just with the writting part, but some of our coursemates told us need to build 3D design....so we did it!!

 TADAA!!

Upper view *color oredi enhanced!hehe*

Those colorful things are supposed to be trash =))

That's the road and lori sampah haha!

Those pins are the sorting workers hihi ;p

Fully described one :))

I LOOVVEEE doing this! I fogot to show you my origami project...wanna uplod now but the line's kinda suck soo...later la hooo heheheh.....well my fren also did theirs..here's the link to her blog http://celestine-randomscribble.blogspot.com/

^^,v

When my heart speaks...i cannot stop it...

Hey...

I'm sick..but stil i'm wide awake..have some work to do..paper due tomorrow..cannot rest. It's okay i can endure this. i'm strong remember?

While I'm awake, I'm thinking bout so many things..some are wonderful thoughts and some are..well the confusing things in my life. I am a very confused person. Yes, I am. Soo many things i doubt in life, so many left unanswered. i'm not just talking bout my study here, but my life daily life specifically. Feelings, relationships, committments, love, friendships, human! When the time come, i'll gonna have to choose, I'm aware of that, but its not now. So many things i wanna do in life...and i always picture doing them with the one i truly, madly, deeply, recklessly in love with. Why can't i be that passionate lover? The questions that i have several answers to but afraid to say it out loud. i'm afraid of the reality and i'm truly afraid of breaking people's heart. I always think of others beyond myself. If u ask me what i truly want, i'll probably turn and say i don't know...which actually i know but afraid to tell coz im afraid i might hurt someone. I love old stuff u know? I'm the type of person who hold on to memories hard. From my childhood days til now...i love the old days, where evrything seems worthy and real. Relationships made these days are ease by internet connections and phonecalls, sms etc2....especially FB. Some last forever, but there's no thrill to it.That's why people from older days share passionate love and crazy bout each other more than nowadays. They work hard to get into the relationships..all the love letters, the thrill of receving, opening the envelope and waiting for reply in days....thats what made romeo & Juliet the greatest romance ever! Nowadays if u do that, people will say ur lame, gai n etc2.....why don't u serenade to the one u love ha? afraid people will judge u? who cares! It's their loss that they don't get the chance to share that beautiful, wonderful moment together..aarrhh i love old days. I may not lived in it, but from old movies, i knew it was real back then. I wish if i ever marry anyone someday, i'll get to live in the romance just like they did it in those older days...full with passion, love and not just lust. Journey to find true love is tricky all the time, but if u found the rite one, it'll be smooth along the way. U 'll never need much effort to stay in it, coz it shud be efforless.....

Well this come from the deepest thought from my heart...don't think, just write =)

FInally...KBOX!!

Hey ^^,

I went to Kbox today with siti...finally after long time x pegi hehehe :)) Puas hatiku pat belagu eyh! Tapi yg sedeh kit tek, K enter kbox ya dah xda gik nak rm9.90 ya..rate biasa udah..mun malam rm15 huu..dahla 3jam jak, alu pe kol 11 jak tek dari kol 8...xpala...puas hati juga ^^

Entrance nya..itu rumet sy yg ngegeh...

B4 kbox tek...mek 2 mam d Pondok Laguna..best juak restoren ya...nya tepencil la..masok ke dalam..rah Crown Square tok....kbox tek tingkat 2, tok d ground floor nya..restoren tok Indonesian mpun...best k dating berdua hehehe...ada room juak la k makan rami2...room nya nama Jakarta, Surabaya n Bali hehe....xpasti dalam room ya ada apa gik..maybe ada TV/karaoke set kali..sambil makan sambil koke...perrgghh ng best!
Rega makanan sia boleh tahan la...tapi mesti ada 20+ la lam dompet mun mok g...lupak mk amik gamba rega2 makanan tek...

Tok la yg siti order...

Bihun goreng istimewa...mmg istimewa..ada satay ndah!hehe..

This is mine..jus tembikai

Nya tok ng akan ada d semua gamba..bujat!

I'm not good at making reviews...still improving myself soo saba jak la membaca okeyh? ^^

I'm in Love with someone else ;p

YouTube - TylerWardMusic's Channel

I just found this guy's channel...really really talented guy....plus really really really cute too hehe ;p Love his covers, his voice, his talent! Love him!! I always have this THING for musicians u know..not just singers/dancers but pure musicians..an artist! Maybe i'm not blessed with such talent to be an artist (not artis as in artis-pelakon,penyanyi etc2..but ART-IST!), but i'm blessed in appreciating their works, their talent..i can listen to songs by really listening to them..the lyrics, the musical instruments..i can feel them! But yup i gotta confess that i cannot YET understand Lady Gaga's..with time i will, probably..who knw...oritiey! That's all, chioow!

No...not that's all..one more thing, i miss screaming my lungs out, singing laa..i miss karaoke-ying!!!! I had stubborn cough this whole week n i lost my voice...(T___T) I miss singing to minus-ones in my room..i miss my voice (not even a pretty good voice) but STILL! It's my voice..i like to sing..who cares! I don't...(>.<) I was born this way, i'm on the right track baby! Well heeyyyyy...that's what i learnt from lady gaga's Born This Way song haha! Who knew.....  (^.=)

LOVVEEE!!!

Stripping my nose....

Image courtesy of Google

Hye! Just now i'm using this charcoal nose strip which i bought from Onejaya...the main reason why i bought it because i fell for the promoter's convincing review bout it...she is a good sales-girl! I used it but i think i put it not so at the exact position on my nose so it kinda wasted a lil bit...there were wasted edges which didn't stick well on my nose haha! As i pulled it off...adala juak sikit2 blackhead tertanggal..but more whiteheads la....yg disappointing nya...still soo many sticking out on my nose..terkeluar halfway?hahahaha!..so have to squeeze them out manually *eeeiiuuwwwww* perluka padah?haha! macamla takorg xpenah polah nak??heheeee...well this is eeiiuuwwww i know. So..Moving on!

Today i was really stressed out by my FYP...i am worried that i can't finish it on time. There's methods that i dunno how to conduct and no one seems to care to help. I felt deserted....I felt the pressure rushing n pushing n pumping in my whole system that i can't barely rest, think n breath! BUT! as i took my midnight shower, i realized that from the start, i had been letting higher level people (the post-grades) to tell me everything on what to do now and next. I let myself depending too much on them because due to respect and lack of self-confident of my own credibility of conducting my own experiment.

Image courtesy of Google

Trust! I have to trust myself in doing this. Take control of my own work! I don't want to depend on other people no more, but to do it all on my own..it's my project anyway....i know it's kinda late now, but better late than never right? Selagik belom presentation! I'll work my lazy bum out there to the MAX! When i looked into the mirror, what i felt today was not the person who reflected in the mirror...that person as far as i know is a very strong willing person..she took charge of everything, she's a leader! I remembered that..I am. So, i won't be drowning myself in self-pity surrounded by sorriness anymore. NO! I'm taking back my life, regain my confident..take all i got and make this work! I produced winners out of that before..I'll finish my work on-time! I'll graduate this September! With God's will.....YES, I can do it! Amen!

Image courtesy of Google

Timeless..

Okay..this whole week i'm gonna stuck with this song Timeless by Justin Guarini ft. Kelly Clarkson. But i think the cover version from youtubers are better..there are two better covers, i'll drop the link later. This song is a Checked! for my wedding hehe ^^

I'm still sick today...still on medication...have to finish up my antibiotics huhu...i hate swallowing pills....especially the elongated ones....i have cough too...hurt my stomach muscle...i craved for McD's porridge n McChicken nevertheless ;p 

I skipped yesterday's classes and today's evening class...the morning one i thought I'm strong enuf to get thru...paduhal gik tehuyung-hayang sa nyawa...so balit..tido! Hence...no Lab....still got some works to do...i'm worried huhu...then next week dah start hanta 1st draft for thesis...assignments pun lom siap gik tok huu...final exams...haiyaaaaa............(T.T) This morning my lecturer said the convocation will be held at September..that soon? Hopefully I'm graduating..hopefully nothing will go wrong..Oh, God Please!! I'm really tired of studying..i want to work! I know working is not as fun as studying, but.....it's time for me to gain my own money...stop burdening my parent.

Wad else is timeless? Love, Friendship, Family? Anything that are timeless, worth fighting for ^^

Biotech Pre-Graduation Dinner 2011

Malam tadik Dinner mekorg mbiak Biotech...best la juak....p adala moment xbez nya..

1.  Lupak mbak tiket alu xpat amik hamper lucky Draw walaupun nombo aku bertuah mlm tek....*p pasya ada jak org amik tanpa tiket huhu..nyesalll sik amik*
2. makey liptik nude alu lam gamba upa cam xbemaya...
3. I let my nervousness overcome my self-confident n eventually my voice cracked time ngambik high note huhu...i can do better than that!huuuuu...sama jak ngn time tanding ngajat ariya huuu...
4. Felt terrible bout my fren's misfortunate last nite huhu....am I not a good friend?huu

Moment bez...

1. Slideshow Combi kacak!!teharu jak ngga heheh....
2. netak lecturer hihihihi ;p *jaik*
3. my fabulous dress+heels+nails...menyin2 dooooww! Superb!
4. sleepover umah ain...ng best! Tdo sampe xingat siang hehe

yajak la...4-4..so 50-50 la dinner ya hehe ^^

Our table

Tema: Greece ;p

Yup I sang...I can sing? No la...just felt like wanna sing..so i did it haha! This one a memory, guaranteed!

Post tok agak panas..sooo skati la...

Aku ngah emo tok..multiple problems polah ku emo...

Ntahla...rasa nak kecewa jak ngn semua benda..or its just my mood swing. Malas eyh nak meneruskan idup huhu...cam mk give-up blaja jak..tapi mun camya dapat x keja?naaaa.....apa la??ish...................

Rasa bencik ngn semua benda jak...kakya mudah jak nak rasa kecik ati ngn org...ntah la eyh ku pun xpaham apahal ngn dirik mpun tok..friends do tell..kdg2 rasa xsignificant da juak...ishhh......

boring la idup ku...mun diam d rumah tek best gik ku rasa..ada mak k klaka slalu...jadual waktu biology pun betol...ada benda k polah pat masak pa suma..tgga tb...ya rajin ku..*sigh* tapi ada org ya diam rumah ngn mak pun mala jak ngerepak mak tok la mak ya la....ko tauk x mak ya yg berik kau makan dr kecik pe nektok? mak ya yg bingong ngn semua perihal kau?? kau ya pendey nak komplen ajak...mun kau xbesalah, xla mak nak manas....coba piker kit! nak ngekot kata dirik jak..kau la ajak2 betol ya tekk?? Oii2..syurga debah tapak kaki mak! di saat semua urg bencik ngan kau, kau tauk sapa jak syg? MAK!! huhu..ku rindu ngn mak ku....mok slalu ngan mak d rumah......

laptop tok nak berolah ndah tadik..nasib dah okey aku ato...vaveng juak eyh mun nya berolah..mintak duit jak...dahla ku literally xpat idup mun xda laptop..

tension ku ngan org nak rasa dirik nya jak2 betol koh..cara idup nya jak yg betol..org lain suma salah! oi! manusia lain2 la..benda yg kau rasa salah ya, xsemua org rasa gya....open la kit oww..bukak pemikiran luas2!  xda ka cekgu ko dolok ngaja think out of d box??katak!!

aku konfius ngn perasaan aku. Tamat.

Dear...Stalker *if there's any* ;p

Update!!
Wooohh..lamak dah x update blog. Byk benda lain dipolah bah..emmm so wads new in life? Lets see....

1. My lab-works already had outcomes..should be finished within this week, hopefully..*unless my supervisor want to add anything.. oohhh pleaseeee DON'T!*
2. Got dinner at Merdeka Palace next Friday. Dress, shoes, accessories, make-up, hair..all checked! ^^
3. I think i gained weight this past few weeks..cause i'd been munching & munching at midnights-morning & my sleep patterns are upside down. Tomorrow got class at 9, still belom tido!
4. I finished my softskill classes..? Sessions?...whatever they call it. *Happy+Glad!!*
5. Haven't start my thesis writing. Crazy rite?..I'm TERRIBLE at getting things started URGGHH!!
6. I re-newed my driving license *finally* <--- @___@
7. I seriously think my body need detox..ASAP! because...beside the foodss, i'm inhaling toxics in the lab everyday..especially phenol! I can feel it in my system! PLUS..it burned my hand..it hurt!
8. I'm officially broke. No money, no talk!
9. Trying to be a better Christian at heart, mind, body & soul...It's lent season (^.^)/
10. Edmond Padan Simeon Kalang, I DEEPLY love you! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

That's All peeps!

Happy Women's Day..

To all women out there...You are beautiful, no matter what they say..don't ever let words bring you down!

Yup...that goes to me too...despite today's occasion, my mood was shoved down the drain since morning..I don't felt good today..i felt worst than ever huhu :(( Something had got into me, and as u know (from my previous post 'Self Confident') I am the one person whose mood is easily manipulated by others and things around me..I'll feel let down easily...I'm insecure..although I may look confident on the outside, inside i'm really is just an insecure person..soooo yeah there go my mood for today, in the drain!

Worry bout FYP, disappointed in myself...I'm a mess rite now....conflicts of emotions...huhu...tomoro got exam, haven't revise..not in the mood...i'll just push myself into studying la after this...:((

I am really sad rite now..

Hoping for a better tomorrow.

*fingers cross*