Wad is up?!

Up up and away.............................................

Last 2 weeks I wasn't at home (Sibu) but was travelling back to Kuching with my whole family (minus my dad cz he had to work). We spent our raya holiday there for a week due to my brothers who refuse to have their holiday here at Sibu (gerek ada d kuching bhaaaaaaaaaaa..PAHAM gilak aku) 

1st day of raya..I went 'bejarah' wif my frens..as usual, there were curry, rendang, ketupat, lemang, kuah kacang etc etc...full! Here's some pics taken :)

From left: Vera, Michelle, Tini, Chombi, yours truly, & Ain at Chombi's house

At Miza's

After a week, I extended my stay at Kuching. My Family went back to Sibu and I was left...not alone but with my dear close friend, Janet. She arrived from Sarikei and came to visit Kuching yearly...I was jumping in joy (literally of coz) because I know, we'll have a great week there and WE DID! We went to Kbox, Stramboat, Beach and malls! Met after a year surely left us with A LOT of catching up to do. When it's time to say bye-bye to Kuching, we headed back to Sarikei n I spent my time there for 3 days. It was FUN! We went to embrace our roots at her village (Julau). I can see lots of interesting stuff there. Lovin it!

Here's the pics (tooo many taken so had to summarize lah~)

At SK Lasi, Julau. Visiting Janet's aunt & cousins (Janet in deep-green blouse)

This one taken by Janet, at her village near Sg strass, Julau :)

Ohh..there's more hihihihiii....this one, my time spent with my love ^^,

At Friendship park :)

Spring! We went Kbox since no awesome movies at MBO (tho he resisted to watch  FD 5 , i won hihi)

Last day, at Damai Beach :) Sunset, slow music n everything..Best ever!

Now I'm back in my room, my own desk, and bed...with all the great times in mind, it's good to be home :) (jet-legged..heh mengada2 ;p )  End of this month, i'm going back to Kuching, permanently. Work!

^^, Thinking bout vacation in December..hmmm

We are merely humans afterall....

Hey guys. I spotted an article just now regarding Christianity encourage prostitution as a job and random sex. In my mind was...why? Why is it soooo insensitive for these people to condemn other's religion with those blurry facts? We are all humans afterall. Instead of condemning others, why don't u just focus on your own spiritual belief and immerse yourselves in it. The time we use to condemn others is better use for our own self improvement in our soul. You said others are sinned, look at yourself..are you that perfect? Religion is pure and innocent. No religion in the world have bad teachings..it's the people who made it bad. 

My way of life is, i don't condemn others...i live by my religion and i take other's teaching which i find is good and practice them in my life. Peace.

(John 8:11) 11 She said, “No one, Lord.” Jesus said, "“Neither do I condemn you. Go your way. From now on, sin no more.”

Sadness.

I seriously think I'm cursed..cursed to never will have smooth passionate love-relationship. Because as far as i remember...everytime i'm deeply in love with someone, mom will said no. Andartu la aku tok. Sekian.

Keep holding on...

..cause I know you'll make it through :)

Hi boys n girls! How r u today? Me...half of today i felt very not in the spirit..demotivated completely! My job hunting effort had been going on for almost 4 weeks now..that's a freakin' 1 month! aarrggghhh....and in this almost one restless month, i learnt a lot of new things and experiences which I don't even know could exist.

During my college days, things were actually going smooth and steady, but still i complaint a lot! And now as i thought about it all..my complaints were 80% unnecessary, really. Here I am now...in this outside world, the 'REAL World' people call it. I heard about how hard and tough it is out here, yes it is indeed! I finished my study in late May, and enjoy my 'after-study' holiday up to July. August said hello and I started looking for jobs. Man...it was madness out here.

I could not tell you how many resumes and cover letters i already sent to companies, how many form i had filled up, certificates being photocopied, and my passport sized photos are all over the country by now. I applied every companies I could find, from the ones related to my field to a totally unrelated! From all that, I got replied from only three..THREE! A company called me for an interview in Puchong, great start rite? But then parent interfere...and that's made me realized that, looking for job is hard..harder when you need permission to do anything, ever. Due to my parent's disapproval, i ditch that opportunity. Sad really. Another chance I turned down was from a resort. The latest one was a hypermarket, this one offered me immediate job but I cannot take it because of some personal reasons on my own. 

I know it's bad to turn down opportunities like that, but this what make job hunting experience worthwhile. Life is about taking chances, and risks...but I'm not living on my own. I have a family and love one and every decision I made is and will always be influenced by them. Not every chance is right for me, some maybe not so good...so I must be wise in choosing the best! After all, this is about finding a job for life! Things that I'll be doing for the rest of my grown up life. I want it to be fun, interesting every moment, and i love doing it. Otherwise, DEPRESSION. Later I will surely have a husband and kids I have to take care of and I wanted to give them the best of me, so by having a great job by that time will spare me the tension when i'm at home with them, showering them with all my love :) 

Yeeeaaahhh...that's all of it. My thoughts about job hunting, FOR NOW. This is a view from a beginner job hunter..maybe i'll learnt more after this, but hope it'll not take too long..I need to work ASAP! I feel the responsibility of being the eldest crushing on my shoulders..I want to start helping my parent paying for bills and stuff...and also my broadband bill (kantoi daddy baya slama tok ;p) I want to shop til i drop too...yes that's the dream! Car, house and other important stuff that i want to have..i want to have them fast! 

Now all i can do is cross my fingers, and pray for the best. He knows what's best for me. :)

Cuppycakes madness :)

My lovely cupcakes

Heyy....today i baked vanilla and chocolate flavored cupcakes. It surely kept me busy the whole evening. The most fun part was decorating them with butter cream icing. I love colors, i love decorating stuff...it was absolutely FUN! I wanna put the recipe here...but laziness strikes. Perhaps next time okie? nyum2~~~

A birthday post :)

Hye all :)

Yesterday July, 12th 2011 was my birthday..i turned 22nd this year :))

and for the very 1st time I celebrated my bday at Sibu

^^,

How was it? Well here goes....

The first place I went to was Secret Recipe wif my dear besty Siti

Siti wif her Iced lemon tea..and dats my mineral water :)

Chocolate indulgence was my choice n siti's chocolate walnut (xremember  full name ;p)

The candles x light coz we dun have lighter..so gimik jak la ;p

Yaaa..my hair was a lil bit frizzy yesterday..but that doesn't stop the fun n excitements on my special day :)

Later on we went to Wisma Sanyan n ate (again -.-'') at KFC haha! Wanted to go karaoke but the place was under renovation, soo hampa :( but...its okay, next time still can go liao! :) 

I headed home at 630pm and daddy asked me 'where to tonite?'....Yippie! He's planning to have my bday celebration at seafood restaurant, but as we on our way, plan changed - Chinese Restaurant @ Farley Restaurant :))

22 years ago, they had their first baby girl :)

My humble cake..thanks to my sister :)

:)

Ribena sprite wif longan..sooo refreshing!

Roasted chicken..other dish inclusing baby kailan, steamed fish,  and sea cucumber soup! :) very the yummy!

Eat time!

Yeaaahh! I'm having a blast :) and sooooo theeee kenyaanngg!! I said to my mom esok xmok makan..overr eat dh hehe....lom mamam gik tok..tapi cam lapa jak ;p

I thanked God for the wonderful 22 years of my life..thanks You for my awesome family, friends and love. Ohh ya..i got an early bday present...now he's mine forever :) 

Till next time..zaaass!! ^^,

July, 2nd...a romantic nite to remember.

At Planet Sambal

We didn't do much. Just holding hands and talk...feeling the soft night breeze along Kuching Waterfront..with the sound of live band performing some slow jazz...warmth our hearts :)) Love is too much to be expressed..a nite worth living for. :))