Hey..

Hye all....lamak dah x update blog...busy polah biskut hehe...bok jak kak abis polah gingerbreadman tek...nyaman ka x ntahla...ekot selera owg juak...lain2 tastebuds bah..emm sebenanya jiwa tok lara...ntahla pahal..emo ngga cta endon ka?hahaha!xdala....self-konpiden down bah...berat kin btambah p xpat mk sekat selera makan..makan jak2! ney ndak dah sik kacak gik dirik..sedeyh eyh...emmm down..down! k ngubat ati lara belagu2 jak seari2.....suka ku belagu..p yala xdianugerahkan sora kacak lunak pa suma...just boleh belagu jak....cukup la ya k ngibor nyawa dkmpun jak.....p kdg2 da juak rasa mk blagu tas stage...p angan2 jak ya..xmungkin ku polah...ku sedar bah ranking sora ku tahap ne jak huu...papapun bersyukor ^^

bah yajak la...mk mam lok...daaa..krismes lak dtg umah arr *mala jak polah invitation hehe...sedeyh jak la mun xda org dtg..*

Dresses from The 50's...

Adorable. Lady-like. Alluring.

Well i posted yesterday, i'm still working on my Christmas dress..here are my top 3!

This one is a wedding dress i guess..most probably is. Love the neckline n the fabric used for the top layer of the dress...

Red! I Like~~~~Love the sleeves n the love-shaped front. Totally Vintage!

Love the blue-white combination. If the sleeves are longer, it'll be better *so that i can wear it to Church* This is sweet..girly too..love it!

Hence, the conclusion here is..the skirt will definitely be just like the dresses shown above..now help me choose for the front/neckline..and any matching accessories too..i'm thinking bout adding some shinning2 beads to it..just for fun ^^

Wad u'ol think?

Menyoping Vs memenyet

Waduh! Ku sedang dudok ngadap laptop n kekenyanagn tok...ahernya aku makan ayam penyet tek yay!! N part yg plg best nya ku polah sendirik...ahernya plah juak ku makanan ya. salu dah rasa mk polah, p mala jak lupak mk bebeli bahan2..tdk kotan mak ngah bebeli bahan k molah kek, nyangkong juak la aku tek...hehe ;p 

Nyaman ka? Okay la ku rasa..ranking sederhana, 1st time baruk molah bah..sambal nya ku xpwas ati gilak..mok ny senyaman raja ayam penyet mpun bok la perrgghh! Kobis nya pun ku eran gne owg2 nak bjual ayam penyet tok misak dak kobis nya..tang sempurna jak upa bah..aku try misak kobis apa tang mehe jak upa huuuuu...ayam ny tek, xpat mk make paha nak seketol2 ya..xckup bajettt mk meli k 5 org hehe..k sedada manok jak la ckup...potong kan nya biar rami ny tas pinggan..aahh? ney gamba ka?..hehe..lom sempat ku bepike mk ngambik gamba tek udah abis dijilat2 pinggan..lupak bah mk bgamba ngn nya tek huu...mun sik tek pat juak nk ngeso rah tenet oww..ne tauk owg tek search2 gamba ayam penyet alu tetemu gmba ayam penyet aku nak..glemer kit pinggan2 umah ku haha! udah2 merapu~~ (*.*)>

Tadik ku dah berjaya nemu baju krismes k ku taun tok..simple jak..susah eyh nk becarik baju tok...time ng mk meli baju, mesti xda nk kacak d mata..time pokai2 ada ndah melobo rah pasa ya..haish! As u guys dont know, tiap taun, outfitku mesti ada tema k krismes..last yer temanya cokolet------eyh?O..ooww baju tek cokolet juak..aie ku bok sedar..xpala recycle kaler jak heeee ^^ diz yer tema ku polka dot! Tiap taun, baju utama nya mesti dress. Last yer dress coklet menyin2..dis yer will be dress ala2 70's, polka dot puteh kain hot pink..mommy ku polah hehe...xsaba aieee nggu ny siap...just nektok mk crk ekseseris ngn heels..emmm da ka bajet ku mk bli heels?plg2 pun reganya 50++ huuu..marek da rah sebekas, hi heel mirah...masok2 jak trus mata ku lekat!KACCAAKK!!! P reganya 89.90 huuu..mahal da jak...ku mtk pezen ya ak ngn santa bleh x?lak ku nyelongkar bah kismes tree carik nya hehe...*sigh* i wish...huu

Kiut eyh~~hehe

Dahla....mk mdk..da~~~

A Sunday Entry..

Hey frens ^^. It's Sunday already, meaning my resting time for a free from any work weekend is over huuhu..tomorrow gotta go to lab to do my lab work..sound boring isn't it? Yeah it is...I do envy Miza cause she'll be doing her project in the meseum..can walk2 around there lorr...dekat gik ngn indiastreet hehe...but work is work..do it, swallow it, live with it...my supervisor said my work will just take 1 1/2 month, so I hope it will be done as he said.emm...actually i just got this brodben from my brother, he'd been using it since evening..it's my turn *madah tek mk carik journal, tp ended up here n fb haisshh..* 

Aduii....malas aiee mok masok lab..ceyesly malas..gk asa kepak pas exam, lom ckup rehat..mok cuti gik smggu pat x? boleh jak mun ku mok tgga FYP ku d hujong tandok huhu...i kinda screwed up 2 of my papers for my final exam last thursday n friday, so0o0o0 i gotta do my best for my fyp huhu...oh ya, bercerita pasal exam..haisshhh! gila nak exam Field techniques(F.T) ngn Food biotech(F.B) ya! F.T ng ku dh jangka wak la ny susah..tapi F.B......(T.T) i thought F.T is the hardest n hoping to score for F.B, but after seeing the questions, there are 10 essays! in only 2 hours! and the worst part is, all the questions require very critical thinking and some of them are not even in the lecture notes! I dunno why they set the questions like that..during class maybe he had mentioned bout all that stuff, but since he's a mexican, I find it hard to really listen to him n understand what he said...no offence, but i really do huhu~~~ To make things clear here, i'm not blaming him for the hard questions, maybe we are the one who should really read out of the box, yeah we learnt our lesson this time. During the exam, since the questions are really difficult, I thought I miss reading any lecture notes & I'm even thinking bout setting up a drama like fainting or have a nervous breakdown so that i can delay my exam....seriously i thought bout doing that..because i fear of failing it! If i fail, surely I'll have to extend my study and not be able to grad on-time!huuuuuuuu..Hope I'll pass, Oh God, please be good to me.Amen!

Emm...yesterday i went to my aunt's wedding. The only things i like there are were her evening dress and her shoes! OMG!!!her shoes are breath-taking! The ceremony was..so-so la..sederhana sahajo...but the food is was quite bad...how bad? emm, like my daddy said, "tukang masak nya cam merajuk jak masak, ayam diancor2 nya"..banyak gik komen ku, tapi....it's the Holy Matrimony that's more important than the receiption dinner after all...When they slow-dance with each other, i forgot about all my complaints n enjoyed the moment of seeing two wonderful people, united by God in A Holy Matrimony *and i felt like crying..terharu..* For my wedding someday, I'll have my slow-dance to the most wonderful love song ever made..not telling u wad it will be, wait n see (^.^)

          

Bah..yajak la..mk encarik journal lok..my method for my lab work is not strong enough..Goodnite!

Apologize..

As i read the posts in this blog, i realised there are a lot of grammar mistakes! My english really is rusting i guess huuhuu...so pardon me for my grammar. I'll improve it with time okay?

Suddenly i miss this movie..Monster Inc. Cute!!

It's Crazy..

Bioinfomatics..that will be my exam for tomorrow *sigh*...i haven't done with revision and once i'm done also i'm not sure i'll be able to answer the questions or not huhuhuhu....Oh God, help me not to fail. Amen! This is the subject I really3 dun know how to master n understand. Virology last semester is better than this! This is like TMX+Molecular Biology..(TMX: computational subject we have to take during our 1st year)..Well, better proceed with revision now before it's too late! Bak kata Tini, Selagik blom exam, selagik ya boleh blaja! chaiyok2!!

aaggcctggttggccgggttggaaattttcgcggtatatgggtaaaacccc (i'll be writting this letters tomorrow..a lot of them! wonder if i can just practice writting the letters n that's enough haha!)

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Read it! Love it! 

Bioinfomatics make me..

5 hours out..

Let's Go To D Mall Everybody!~

Yeah, today i went to d mall..again. Since I went to D'Spring like all the time, i found myself recognizing some of d people who works there, as if i am too is working there..hmm..interesting fact i learned today. But before i was at the mall, we actually (siti, miza & me) went for a very late n early dinner (ya, nowadays we only ate once per day ^^) at Planet Sambal. Siti ordered for nasi lemak ayam goreng, miza: mihun goreng cina n me: nasi goreng tom yam. It was delicious n satisfying la since d place was very nice, fancy n d price was reasonable enough for us. While waiting for the food to come, we as usual did our made-up stories bout the waiter who took our order n laugh bout it..FYI, we always did dat..berangan kata org..or the way we say it, molah cerita n often, d fantasy stories will have no ending, just keep n keep on going!..we did it best with our guards here in our Uni.. dah boleh polah kompilasi cerita guards..ney ndak nya dr 1st yer gik. I dunno y we always did dat, it's fun though ^^ (mekorg xla nganok org, just molah crita jak, tp x fitnah k...d story stop there n never will be continued!)

After fulling our stomach, we went to d mall..I seriously never get bored with it. Plus, now it has Xmas trees with colorful balls n lites! Love it!!!! Oh2..i almost forgot to tell u dat yesterday i bought darlie toothpaste which cost only RM 1! It's a trial pack la, but worth it! It's not too small, worth buying! I realised dat buying small packaged things are actually berbaloi2 haha! Before this i tend to buy things in big packages, assuming that it'll cut the cost n i can use them for longer time n save up money. It works for certain things la, like bathroom stuff, creams n lotions but not for food. I always buy food in big packages but not be able to consume them all, so ending up throwing them away, best example: Biscuits n Snacks. By buying them in small packages, actually benefit me with various items with lower costs! Now i can get different kinds of food, costs lowered! Just now i bought mineral water, teh bunga kotak, pringles, oreo n bun for less than RM 10! Berbaloi2! 

Back to the title, we were at d mall from 6.45 pm til 9.47 pm. Wad we did there? Well we just wandered around, buy some ice-creams  n ate them while sitting in-front of MPH..while eating sempat komen advertisment board rah atas kede ya...then we spent almost an hour in MPH. Miza found novel which cost only RM9.90!..The collin collections: The Scarlett Letter, Sherlock Holmes, Persuassion, Little Woman, Alice in Wonderland n etc....U shud go n check-it-out if u want a cheap story book. I almost bought The Scarlett Letter, but...ngenang duit yg limited, xjadi. But next time, I'll get one  coz recently i found myself looking for something to read before bed..baca nota kuliah? I'll have nitemares....

Okay, dats all of it. See u Next time u'oll!

This is my recent addiction......

Love Sheldon!!!

...and the shy Raj ^^

He's soo cute!

Aku Rajin!

Jgn tetipu ngn title..aku malas sebenanya...huhuhu....next wik ku da 3 paper stret 24,25,26 huhu :(( tp nak ku lom stadi papa...notes gik lom ku flip2..ada gik nak lom d print ku..trok li jak awak tok haaiiee!!!!bahbeng! da less den 5 ari gik exam huhu...malasssss...mala sa mk tdo jak2..makan tdo makan tdo..obess!

owh..marek ku tgga deathly hallows..BEST! though ny agak seloww la..kdg2 asa cam ngga twilite juak..seloowww haha! tp sebab ku ng pminat setia dr kecik, ku xasa nya boring..best!sa mk g ngga agik...cta harry potter ng xpat mk tgga skali jka..plu tgga 2 3 kali bok paham bena haha!aokla2..aku seloww bah..study pun seloww..tgga muvi pun seloww...kurak2 la aku..

ku ngah boring tok sebenanya...dr tdk madah mk print nota..tp xjuak polah2...ngga dak baju gik lom besesah..haisshh! xda semengat naaaa juak eyh...lapa aie.lom makan gik dr tdk..menum pun lom...tandus bah bilit ku tok xda makanan n aek...kaktok la trun kede g bli..dah jak duit lam dompet tggal 10 ringgit jak gik..huuu...bli karipap ngn kueh lain, campo aek mineral sebotol ngn kuew tiaw goreng tapau cgek..ckup la ya kot hihi..bongan juga...lapa bah aiee! Ha! stat la aku bermonolog ngn dirik mpun..sot!

owh...aritok ku berpike..dolok nak i used to a highly motivated person tauk x?..aku motivate diri sendiri..nektok aku dh berubah..ntahla apa jadi dgn diri..semakin hari semakin lembik..maka tek udah dewasa..hhmmmm.....

totally unrelated..

Gamba tok comel aiee..

 

...n tok lucu haha!soo innocent..

bah...bye for now.

tauk ku gamba ya streched bagei apa jak..ku malas mok ngatonya...

kerna...aku malas!

^^

Between the Clouds..there will be...

It used to be beautiful

It used to be wonderful

Now it's tearful

Through the glass

It keeps on 

Carry on

Distance kept

Silence made

The square

The words

It stays

Ant lame

Butterfly fantastic

It's from an old movie

~ i seriously dunno wads dat all about haha! ~

The year of loss....

This year, one by one..people dat i love, people dat i know gone from my life.

Last April we lost our beloved grandfather. May your soul rest in peace abeh..

Last August, we lost our dearly close friend's father. May he rest in peace too.

Last October, we lost our lovely, happy-go-lucky coursemate, Rebekah Tiong. U will always be in our heart. Rest in peace Bekah.

And today, we lost our deary friend's mother. She's at peace now.

With sincere prayers I offer to all of them. You shall be too.

Because our prayers will help their soul in purgatory.

And also not forgetting my dear friend, Benedict Snyder who was called home by his Creator last year.

May they rest peacefully.

Amen.

Forbidden.

I feel happy when it came

I smile when it cross my mine

Then i realized..it's forbidden.

When it's far away, i don't really care

But when it pop in the square

My heart melt, i do still care

Care of the forbidden.

They don't see they way i see it

They don't care how i embrace it

Deeply deary...

They just told me it's forbidden.

And now i'm quoting Julia

'' I hate the way I don't hate u,

Not even close,

Not even a little bit,

Not even at all "

And it gave me the taste of..

The Forbidden Chocolate lava.

^^

Laura Pausini - It's Not Goodbye lyrics

This really drag me back to memories..

Sesiapa yg berkenaan

Layan la....

Just enjoy..

Nothing much to say.

Just enjoy d pics...

LOL..

Admit it..u did this too...

This is why i dun watch Horror movies..

This is just funny..XD

Yup! everything's sarcastic these days...

This just cracks me up!LOL!!!

Hahahaha! Jingy puff~~

And the last one..

Suk-A-Ti

Today had been very tired and stressful....

I am a type of person yg xsuka fikir2 pasal bnda yg stress me out..like work! That's why i always seem to got time to 'befoya2'....

I am easily stress out by anything...

So today..i was stressed-out by assignments and an email my supervisor just sent me bout our progress report. Why now..?? In d middle of hectic days with assignment..???huhu..

Redha.

Assignment...urrgghh..i never been so stress like this before. Maybe because back then i had sumone who helped a lot..hmm..

I almost skipped Mandarin class to finish my Lab report..tomoro need to be submitted. DUH! 60% jak dah siap ya huhu...pastok smbg gik la..makan lok. Tdk mtk tlg dr seseorg ya..ny madah CANNOT LA!....HAMPEH!!

(mun aku org mtk tlg, gne2 pun situasinya, aku tlg juak daripada directly n xda kaber2 gik madah CANNOT ya...frankly kelak2 mun kw mtk tlg dr aku, ku tlg juak bah!!)

p/s: ain, mek brusaha anta part kmk mlm/pg lak k? gk polah lab repot tk huu...

Nasib la i x skip kelas Mandarin..because Laoshi berjaya put a smile on my face today..guess wad she made us did..?

WE SANG AN ACTION SONG!

The more we get together, together, together...hahaha! really cute.

She made us stand up and sang the song together, holding hands and did d action along.

I laughed and smiled because of laoshi today.

Xiexie nin Laoshi!

(She is a kindergarden teacher as her full time job, so yeah..hehe)

Before that, my mummy called. Thank you mummy. She always knew when i needed to hear her voice even when i did not told her so. I love u sooo much mummy!

Emm, recently my coursemate died. Reminded me of how short life may be. and all the sins i had done. 

I tried to be better now. I tried to be nice to everyone, but if not enuf, well i am just a human being anyway. cannot satisfy everyone.

 I'll tried to answer everytime my friends call and need me...i'll try my best to be there and not saying 'no' because i believe, everytime they call me, they need me..if not, they wouldn't be calling. Walaupun ny just mdh "..saja mk kaka2..." i knw they need company.so i'l be there.

(no matter how busy or malas i am dat time..i'l try to be there..kecualilah mun aku dh sgt2 sakit ya..paham2 la oww...)

I'll try not to leave any of my friends when the climb gets tough n no matter how difficult they are to be with. 

(..because friends stick around, through thick n thin)

I'll try to make the best out of everything because i believe, its not the best materials that u need in order to achieve greatness n success, but by making the best of wad u got....then u'll get the gold n diamonds.

(because not everyone is blessed with such talent, some need to create it...)

I will try to be a better Christians, in my words, my thoughts, and my actions. 

God, please give me strength. Amen.

~Goodnite~

< I lost my pencil case...>

Who were you in middle school?

Okay..middle school. Here in Malaysia middle school was when we were like 12-15 years old *i guess so*

Oh..before that. Hello everyone! 

^^

I just watched this movie (yeah i know i hv exam tomoro, but wth i wanna watch movie so...lalek pa ku!) called "Diary of a Wimpy Kid". It was about a kid who just started his days in middle school and trying so hard to be popular and ended in the class year book as 'Someone'. It got me thinking, who am I while back in Middle School? Well, i'm going to tell u *even though u might not be interested into knowing it* but i'll just keep writing.....LEAVE IF UR NOT INTERESTED!

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Still reading? Oh well i guest u r interested after all..Okay, Lets start! *Whooopp*

.Middle school. 

When i was in Primary 6 (6th grade..probably?) 

• I was still being called 'the new kid' though i had been there since the end of primary 4. 
• I was *not to bragged* but always at the top 3 in my class (i believe most of u are, right?)
• I was a school prefect *yedeh, bangga la tekk i make neck-tie ijo ngn pinafore*
• I was very quiet and shy.  I mean really shy..once my teacher told me '..kalau sy hantar julianne pake story telling tok, memang nya nangis atas pentas..blablabla..(i am not proud of wad she/he said next..really duhh!)*
• I always wore socks up to just below my knee with white shining2 shoes.
• I wore a ponytail everyday..& my hair was very oily..
• I was a PBSM member....
• I was in Netball club..
• I have problem eating in front of other people. I felt nervous and vomiting everytime. I am very ashamed of myself...

Secondary 1-3

• I got myself into a full-boarding school..what more can i say..I WAS A NERD!

*just that, i get over my 'eating in front of others' disorder and i gain self-confident! I really have a lot of it now. Thank you SMSK!*

Enter to grow in body, mind and spirit,

Depart to serve better your God, your country and your fellow man.

And yes i did! Things got better in Secondary 4 & 5 though..but more on that later.

*its when i knew what relationship can do to u*

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Told u it will be boring stuff...i was very nerdy. Just that i don't wear spectacles *no offence to those who wore them okay, i thought wearing glasses were cool! I even had a pair! though i am not vision impaired ;p *

So..who were you in middle school??

~Goodnite~

^^ I haven't revise for tomorrow's exam..i'm a nerd gone bad ^^