Dear...Stalker *if there's any* ;p

Update!!
Wooohh..lamak dah x update blog. Byk benda lain dipolah bah..emmm so wads new in life? Lets see....

1. My lab-works already had outcomes..should be finished within this week, hopefully..*unless my supervisor want to add anything.. oohhh pleaseeee DON'T!*
2. Got dinner at Merdeka Palace next Friday. Dress, shoes, accessories, make-up, hair..all checked! ^^
3. I think i gained weight this past few weeks..cause i'd been munching & munching at midnights-morning & my sleep patterns are upside down. Tomorrow got class at 9, still belom tido!
4. I finished my softskill classes..? Sessions?...whatever they call it. *Happy+Glad!!*
5. Haven't start my thesis writing. Crazy rite?..I'm TERRIBLE at getting things started URGGHH!!
6. I re-newed my driving license *finally* <--- @___@
7. I seriously think my body need detox..ASAP! because...beside the foodss, i'm inhaling toxics in the lab everyday..especially phenol! I can feel it in my system! PLUS..it burned my hand..it hurt!
8. I'm officially broke. No money, no talk!
9. Trying to be a better Christian at heart, mind, body & soul...It's lent season (^.^)/
10. Edmond Padan Simeon Kalang, I DEEPLY love you! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

That's All peeps!

Happy Women's Day..

To all women out there...You are beautiful, no matter what they say..don't ever let words bring you down!

Yup...that goes to me too...despite today's occasion, my mood was shoved down the drain since morning..I don't felt good today..i felt worst than ever huhu :(( Something had got into me, and as u know (from my previous post 'Self Confident') I am the one person whose mood is easily manipulated by others and things around me..I'll feel let down easily...I'm insecure..although I may look confident on the outside, inside i'm really is just an insecure person..soooo yeah there go my mood for today, in the drain!

Worry bout FYP, disappointed in myself...I'm a mess rite now....conflicts of emotions...huhu...tomoro got exam, haven't revise..not in the mood...i'll just push myself into studying la after this...:((

I am really sad rite now..

Hoping for a better tomorrow.

*fingers cross*

2 am...and the rain is falling.......

It don't even rain here haha! it's a song..2am and the rain is falling, here we are in this crossroads once again, u say to me that ur confused, u can't made up ur mind...lalalla..Only Love by trademark i guess..Oh well...

Hye all! How r u today? sleeping huh? it's 2:44am....I'm an owl..wad to do.... (@,@) I wanna tell u wad been bugging me these days..Labworks!! Oogeezzz...when will it be over...Cepat2la habiss!!! It's killing me to think bout tomorrow n worry bout Labworks...PLUS data analysis! ARRRGGHH...can't wait to finish this all up!

But then, I'll miss being an Undergraduate, surely i will....i know i will huhu.. :(( This is the best moment of my life so far...sure there are pressures as stated above + Exams & Assignments....but besides all that I have fabulous  friends, can go out at anytime, anywhere, do anything especially Karaoke!!...and i have a car! My mobility has no boundaries~~ My life here is easier than ever! Regardless to say..I WILL MISS THESE TIMES!!!

Labworks..keep bugging me..I don't feel good everytime i think of it....i feel noxious! It's like there's poison running in my system..(*____*)

Haiyak!!

Flash Rewind Fast Forward......

What if i never kiss ur lips again, or feel the touch of ur sweet embrace..How would i go on? Without u there's no place to belong.... 

I used to cry to that song..especially those sentences...deeply wounded my heart *sigh* still do a little bit..my recovery from a lost of love takes this long, I admit I'm still recovering. I found new Love..and I'm very happy with it, with him ^^

..But I'll be a lier if i say that I'm fully over my past.....u know at some point in life we'll surely found something that is really hard to let go..If u'd been there, u'll understand me..*dunno how to explain it* It's just too hard to let go entirely...something had been carved deeply on your heart..like a tattoo....

Well, after lots of Flash Rewind Fast Forward....I'm here, blogging bout this...I love my Bie sooo much!! *dun get me wrong* Just the past is not fully forgotten, that's all....

Cuma kadang kala aku terkenang..

Caution: I'm just whining here...

Geez...i'm bored. today i'm supposed to go karaoke'ing' with my frens..but xjadi coz;
1) Tayar keta bocor.
2) Xda teman nak jalan dari kampus..scary la drive sorg malam2.....

So, here I am..whinning here coz boredom struck me. I got a lot of unfinished works actually, but i wanna forget them for a while now..since i just finished my 2nd mid-sem test this afternoon. Mok rilek2 isap gam lok jap..tapi then boring. Cney cik abang ku? study...da exam esok..*haish*

Tadik tngahari pg makan ngn sarip, amoy n piji....nyaman mee jawa *nyum2*....balit2 jak ngga taya bocor..nasib da org nulong nuka taya..aku ney la tauk gne nak polah keja ya..ngepam taya gik ku xpande! Diam2 jak nya g nuka..ku bgn2 tdo petang jak taya dah berseri2...makseh syg arr ^^ lak blanja makan nasik campor rah Oten haha! *ng lokek*

Oi2...lusak ku ngekot tandin koke rah alamanda eyhs...kongpiden asuk! Saringan lepas ndak kaa...ku duet ngn stevie..lagu 2 insan...masok suka2 jak bah...XD

Ujong bulan tok mekorg Biotech 3rd year ada dinner rah Merdeka Palace..baya 60inggit..adoh..cney ka gik ku nak ngorek duit tok..lesen expired 12hb tok lak...adoh3.....alu la kempunan jak ku nk meli dress baru..ada kacak ditemu marek..tok nya

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Rega nya 79.90....mun bli tok..campo ngn baya dinner...140+...waduh....xpala...ngerobok locker baju mak jak la carik dress...*unless da org nak sponser ku meli dress tok?haha!* 

Kenak la Kbox Spring mahal gilak waktu malam camtok owwhh....gik kepingin ati tok nak g koke kotan tadik dh ponek...isok xpat da hal ehwal semasa...mmmm...

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Rindu ngn Roomate cik Siti Nurfathikah...balit gik syg oii.......meroyan tahap gaban dh mek d bilit tok sorg2..

huuuu

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Saya Biotechnologist...are u sure?

I think i'm in an early life crisis.

Why?

Because i have less than 3 months left to complete my degree, thus completing my study and to enter 'The Real Scary world', as I heard. Obviously..i have NO intention to further my study as postgraduates (Master Degree), at least not now..but someday i will. I just wanna stop studying for a while, it's been 16 years since kindergarden!haha! I want to work! and that's the scary part.

I am worry, concern, scared of what the future brings. I should be excited, but yet I am worried. I haven't got a clue of what i wanna do in life. Sound terrible isn't it? Yup..it is! Oh my Lord...I know You have big, marvelous plans for me..but I'm still searching for it. I'm still searching for the real person inside me..of what is the use of me being born into this world. What am I good at? My whole education was revolving around Science & Biology..but do I really into it? Maybe...maybe not. Ohhhh Crisis...Crisis....

Until I trully figured out who i really am....maybe now i just have to live my last bits of undergraduate life to THE FULLEST! I'll do everything i wanna do n never do in campus! I'll make this couple of months The Most Memorable one! Yeahh...that's what I'm gonna do! To-Do List coming right up!

How deep is your love?...

I won't neither say my love is river deep, mountain high nor sky high, universe wide...but i'll say..

     When everyone lost their trust, this heart of mine will still believe in you,

                If anything ever happen to you either physically or emotionally..I'll still want you passionately,

                               Even when you're not longer with me...I'll still love you, nothing will ever change..

Because I love you, too deary from the start..

You gave me light when I lost my way in the dark path..

You were the best thing that ever been mine.

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