Who were you in middle school?

Okay..middle school. Here in Malaysia middle school was when we were like 12-15 years old *i guess so*

Oh..before that. Hello everyone! 

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I just watched this movie (yeah i know i hv exam tomoro, but wth i wanna watch movie so...lalek pa ku!) called "Diary of a Wimpy Kid". It was about a kid who just started his days in middle school and trying so hard to be popular and ended in the class year book as 'Someone'. It got me thinking, who am I while back in Middle School? Well, i'm going to tell u *even though u might not be interested into knowing it* but i'll just keep writing.....LEAVE IF UR NOT INTERESTED!

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Still reading? Oh well i guest u r interested after all..Okay, Lets start! *Whooopp*

.Middle school. 

When i was in Primary 6 (6th grade..probably?) 

• I was still being called 'the new kid' though i had been there since the end of primary 4. 
• I was *not to bragged* but always at the top 3 in my class (i believe most of u are, right?)
• I was a school prefect *yedeh, bangga la tekk i make neck-tie ijo ngn pinafore*
• I was very quiet and shy.  I mean really shy..once my teacher told me '..kalau sy hantar julianne pake story telling tok, memang nya nangis atas pentas..blablabla..(i am not proud of wad she/he said next..really duhh!)*
• I always wore socks up to just below my knee with white shining2 shoes.
• I wore a ponytail everyday..& my hair was very oily..
• I was a PBSM member....
• I was in Netball club..
• I have problem eating in front of other people. I felt nervous and vomiting everytime. I am very ashamed of myself...

Secondary 1-3

• I got myself into a full-boarding school..what more can i say..I WAS A NERD!

*just that, i get over my 'eating in front of others' disorder and i gain self-confident! I really have a lot of it now. Thank you SMSK!*

Enter to grow in body, mind and spirit,

Depart to serve better your God, your country and your fellow man.

And yes i did! Things got better in Secondary 4 & 5 though..but more on that later.

*its when i knew what relationship can do to u*

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Told u it will be boring stuff...i was very nerdy. Just that i don't wear spectacles *no offence to those who wore them okay, i thought wearing glasses were cool! I even had a pair! though i am not vision impaired ;p *

So..who were you in middle school??

~Goodnite~

^^ I haven't revise for tomorrow's exam..i'm a nerd gone bad ^^ 

Babies...

Hey everyone.

Well i just finished watching this movie called "Babies".....

As suspected it was full with cuteness, love, and 'awww'......

But to my surprise it also brings tears as suddenly i cried watching it...i dunno why but suddenly now i do..

Babies, we all had been a baby once. The cute one, adorable n everyone loves to kiss n picit our cheeks..I was, as my mummy told me; a very fair doll like baby with big dark brown eyes..i cried when i remembered how much sweat n tears my mom gave in to raise me till this day. It's not easy delivering a baby into this world. 22 years ago, mummy had to endure the labour pain for days because i was overdue. She had oxygen tank beside her to help her breath. As i grew a few months, i had a severe diarrhea  and was admitted to the hospital. I cant imagine how torn a mother's heart to see her tiny baby lying on a hospital bed. Then i had asthma. Difficulties to breath is like.....ur at the end of ur life! She had to take me to the hospital really often. Back then we had no car, so she had to take the public bus. When i saw my torn, 'selotaped' here and there clinic report card today, i knew how hard it was back then for mummy to go through heavy rainy days just to get me to the hospital. I know for the rest of my life i can never pay back the sacrifices she gave me. Thank you Mummy.

When i watched the babies in the movie, trying to walk for their first time ever, they stumbled and fall, but they get back on their feet! Now with assigments, FYP, and exams all around me, i felt like giving up..but the babies reminded me that, through any odds, i have to stand up again n keep on walking. As because of that first try to walk effort, i am who i am today n what i've achieve till this day. If i just gave up n lie there, tegeler2... i am probably is a cripple person today. I fought all the pain from falling down n i keep on walking, and i succeeded! That is how i must be now.

And lastly..i cried because i'm thinking of how lucky i was to have my parent and siblings all around me, supporting and giving me the best place to live, I am grateful. I should be counting my blessings everyday because I gained them everyday...tapi manusia ng xpenah nak nesyukur... I don't want to disappoint my parent so i have to graduate ON-TIME and secure a job as soon as that! I want to be able to make my parent happy more than ever. I seriously had so0o0o0 many plans in mind for them! Oh God, help me to achieve that and keep me on the rite track. Amen!

As for the movie, check out the trailer here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vupEpNjCuY

~Goodnite~

^^ I Have Mandarin oral tomorrow ^^

The Red Eye

Wu an!

As the title said..this is a red eye. But this story i'm going to tell u guys is not accurately about what u may think it is..it's something else *hopefully u will not get bored by me hihi* and p/s to some pple who already know this, just keep on reading laaa..*tini ;p*

The Red EYE

“BANNGG!!!” this was not the first time I heard the poor door being slam. But tonight, things are rather more obnoxious than the other usual cruel days. This time, he had a knife on his right hand.

What is he doing with her? She was just an innocent companion, who suffered every day. She was nothing, but his lust pleasing machine. I stood here on this wooden deck, peeking through our shared wall, debating the wisdom of calling the police. It was very difficult for me to watch this everyday and knowing there is nothing I can do to stop it. As my thoughts running, through the sound of night crickets, I heard her scream.

She was the most beautiful woman I ever saw in my entire life. Her name is Beth, short for Elizabeth Kumang Mujah. But everyone call her Jik, short for Bajik which means pretty. She is a fair-skinned young lady with hazel round eyes, long, wavy dark hair, and at least 6 feet 1 inches tall. She should just enter the modeling sector rather of being stuck here.

She loves cats. She has two cats, named tikus and mimik. She is easy going and rather shy. She eats rice with pucuk ubi everyday for lunch and loves boiled sweet potato. And yes, she is a good singer. She has the loveliest voice one could ever have! Despite her perfect self, her life is not as shining as herself.

yeah..i picture him as mr.hyde..or u want...THIS??*faint for hotness*

She was just 20 years old when her father forced her to marry Alvin, a wealthy goldsmith from the city. Alvin was a very fine husband at first. He treated her well, gives her everything she ever wanted, showering her with precious diamonds and gold, but she felt emptiness deep down her heart.

He lacks love for her. She knows in some way, she was just his property, a beautiful thing he have. Just a striking painting in his gallery.

Two years past, her husband just went worst. He gambled and end up sober every night as he came back home. She is the sand sack which he punched and smashed recklessly over and over again.

She could run away, but never got the chance to do so. She was like a bird, stuck in a golden cage; flying away is just so vain.

I watch her cry every night. I saw her tear roll down her pinkish cheek. I wanted to comfort her. Tells her that I care. But I was just a watching eye, she did not notice me. For her, I am not even exist.

Why Beth? Is it because I am not like you who have pretty face and living in a big house full of antics furniture? No matter what your excuse is, I still wanted to stand here, admiring your beauty. I had tried countless times just to talk to her, but she always ignored me. When she sings, I finished her lines, still no response. But I will never give up, for you, my heart, my soul, Beth.

This night, I will tell her my feelings towards her for all this years. There she is, sitting on the couch, watching her favorite series, The Ugly Betty. I make my way towards her. As expected, she do not notice my presence. Deep breath, now or never. “Be-- Beth, I er--- I ......BANNGG!!!” The door smashed open.

okla2..this one la alvin...

There stood Alvin, with cap apek half empty bottle in his hand. “you gotta be kidding me” I mumbled in my heart. This was my only chance and yes, he ruin it. Thanks a lot Alvin! They scream their lungs out as if they are practicing their vocal therapy, then he run to the kitchen and emerge with a knife in his right hand. As I hear she screams, I cannot endure it anymore. I dialed 911, hoping to reach the police as soon as possible, but it was hopeless. It is too hard to press the buttons. The phone is not functioning, “damn phone!”.

Suddenly the scream stop, I turn to look and there she is, lying on the floor stained by her blood. It was too late, she is dying. I rush to her side, she looks at me. Those pretty hazel eyes are filled with tears. The tears of regrets and sadness. “ I see you everyday my love, Beth. I fall in love with you from the very first day I saw you…”

before I have the chance to finish my line, I felt a hard rock-like something crushing on my body. This is the end of my life, of our life. I scream my lungs out for the first and the last time “ I love you Elizabeth!!”. She close her eyes, the moonlight reveal the lifeless body of hers.

And me, I am proud of myself for die trying. I had try my best to save her and the most important thing is, I had told her my feelings. I died in the typical way others of my kind die, being crush by their feet, for I am just a humble little red ant. I will see you there soon, in the bliss of paradise.

Well....

THE END

~Hope u like it~

^^ This was our Essay for ESE class ^^

Ccchhhheeeri..........dakk takorg ya!!!!

Eieeiiiuwhh!!

Yala permulaan pasal bnda yg mk ku crita ariotk. Mmg ceridak okee...

Camtok, tdk aku pg konsert perdana rah kampus timor. Tgah ngga org btandak tek, lapar ndah rasa..lalu pegi lah aku ngn miza ke gerei2 yg bjual dak satey n ayam2 panggang..*lam ati cam meragui jak keberesian ny* tp dh lapa plus ncium dak bau pgg ya..nyaman bah!aku tergoda....

Pegi la tek mek duak scanning satey kede ney tang selamat jak upa..Spot cgek kede. Dgn harapan beresi la tek..lalu membelek2 la aku sayap2 manok tas meja..belek punya belek...YAAA AMMPPUUNN!! ada setompok bnda puteh yg sgt2 ku knal rah wing ya..alu org kd ya tek amik dr aku..ngkah ny tmpat lain..aku tek udah mileh satey, dh d dlm plestik dah huhu...since aku tok xpande nk turn down urg, ku baya jak la huhu...melayang rm3.50 huhu..tngah merasa sedeh tek..ku tertangga gik rah bekas sebelah manok ya..MEMANG SAH! ada juak tompok puteh ya..IICCEERRR!!!! TLOR LALAT! well, needless to say, hasil pembelian ku tek ku tikam lam tong sampah gya jak...ceridak naa dak pekede tok aiee..tdah ngn org2 nk makan xngga2 gik ya..kompom sakit prut mlm tk..tdah ktkorg.Nasib bait mata ku tajam!mun x dh d Klinik Morni aku isok!ciitt!!

Nyaman sik tlor aku?..Peace Bro!

Aok..

tambah2 gik tek ng ujan jak ari...konsert brujan la mekorg....tegar wak ati brujan, bdiri lam aek..AOK! dalam aek! nama dh konsert rah swak bah, atas sungei..cdak blagu btandak atas pokok..well~~~

tengah2 konsert tek, tertangga la beberapa org rempuan tok..bukan main sexy! ku ingat model dak 6th sense tek..padu.....model unimas...tekinja2, tekenjet2...Malu ku ngga. mls nk ngomen lebeh2..tetak jak ku ngga cdak knk Hoi skali ngn org tek LOL!!

Tok berguna juak sikit suka maca buku..tk x..haishh~~

The konsert was fun *except 6th sense*....dgn tetak siti bjalan konpiden nyepak lopak aek gik tek..gembira la mlm tok..just dat cam biasa aku d ggit nyamoks..dats y ku mbak mosquito repellen kemana2..n keadaan basah2 tek made me bath 30 minutes *yerp..i'm a lil bit a bacteria freak!* blame Microbiology & ADVANCE Microbiology...ku mbak wet tissue, tissue n sanitizer kemana2..

If only there are that friendly..but still scaryy!!!!!

~Goodnite~

^^ Happy 10.10.10! ^^

~The Green Blouse Day~

Anih Agah?

Aritok nak, macam rasa mk bcerita rah blog jak..harapan tek crita tok lucu la bg org nk maca..tp mun xlucu pun..apa ku kesah!Blog aku!hoh0ho....

How d day was started

Aritok bermula dgn ku bgn rah bilit miza, kol 6-7 pagi ya ku sempat mukak mata ngga siti kluar dr pintu jak n dga nama ku dsebut "...ya payong yen ada." so ku assume ari ujan la alu kin nyaman la tek mata tok tdo balit...so officially ku bgn tdo kol 12.30 tghari gya. Pas mdk pa suma lalu trun tlg miza angkut brg ke gerei..bjual k pesta konvo unimas bah..pasya trun kelas. befora ya tek ku meli nata de coco (yerr..mk juak d italic ;p) rah stall jual kopok dpan lecture hall ya..ku ingat singgit duak jak paduhal tekkk singgit nam..cis!*lam atiku* p baya juak la..bnda dh dpegang, xkan mk ngkah balit lam peti ais hehe ;p Masok kelas tek combi alu mintak nata de coco ya..alu cdak 3 (ain & amal) pg bebeli juak..kanak2! Dr. Az*** masok pun masih makan nata de coco..dasar kanak2!!

Examination Mass

Okey, pas abis kelas tek lalu bsiap mk trun g Church (St. Joseph). Da examination mass. Tp we gt badly stuck at the traffic huhu...smpe2 jak org dah Holy Communion, so huhu sedeyh...oh2! lupak nak madah, mekorg yg pegi tek Peter, Ken n Bie (bunyi kdk2 Ken n Barbie ;p) Then mekorg g makan..kelaparan gilak dh tek..sehari2 lom makan..ya dh kol 9 camya..aduh...lalu makan rah Premier 101 cya..plan mk try HIJAU p cam jaoh n xkonpiden nyaman x dgn kadar klaparan yg tramat ya tek...so Premier 101 it is!

The Menu

Waaaa........org kata, jgn bebeli ketika perut kosong! Proven! Meja mekorg PENOH! mcm org xmakan smggu! Satay, sotong kering bakar, mee goreng, kueh goreng(kotan xtauk pa nama bnda ya..), nasik ayam penyet, etc etc.......full table! kami ternyata BONGAN!! aok before stat aktiviti menyunyah tek, ku dok sorg2 rah meja..org lain ngah g ngoder..dtgla seorg empuan tk tek mbak bakol berisik makanan2 dlm tapau..cam biasa ny konpiden la kaka cina ngn aku. ku tek mls mk mdh ku x cina..layan jak ku tek..*da juak paham ckit2 cz ngah ngambik kelas mandarin tek nakk* Then aku pun dgn konpidennya mk ngeso skill klaka cina tek nyk rega sushi sepeket

aku: Duosho lingqi?

cina ya: ahhh....?

aku: Duosho lingqi??*mesa sora*

cina ya: haahh...????

aku: eyyhhh...ini brapa harga??*kecewa xdpaham cina*

cina ya: oww..ini blablablabla.....

aku: *membeli lah sahajo*

Dtgla si peter tek...ku tyk ny knk cina ya tek xpaham pa pdh ku..lalu ku demo la perbualan aku tek ngn ny....

Peter: apa dpadah kw ngn ny?

aku: duosho lingqi..

peter: duosho ya BRAPA BANYAK KAKI!! *sho=bunyi ku nyebut salah*

kami: LOLing!!!!!!!!!

*sepatutnya duoshao quan?(berapa harga?) quan=money; lingqi=ringgit*

Mesti empuan ya tek heran pahal ku tyk ny da brapa kaki haha!malu eyh.......patah smngat mk prektikel kaka cina huuuu (T.T)

Battle of D Band

After balit dr mam, agak tini brik nya sushi *tdah tini xpat ekot tdk huu* hope she like it! then trus ambik miza n kwan2 mbak g kampus timor..cdak bjual sosej n fries tek..laku2! Booth mekorg*eyyh..cdak ;p* ng tepi stage..dpt la mekorg ngga org blagu rah pentas tek...cam biasa lagu2 battle tok ng xda lirik..huu...xpat dlayan..just dga jak la..ohhhh....lupak. Otw g booth tek, we bumped into fubu...cam biasa la we smile politely, say a few cliche unnecessary words..

(macam la ktkorg sik nakkk~~~~) keadaan d booth cam biasa la...mejin jak takorg gne owg bjual d booth...tp tk dgn bunyi2 koat owg jamming...uurrgghh....tapi~~~~ finally towards d end da juak org mbak lagu lamak yg dpt dlayan..salah satunya lagu aris ariwatan(btol ka namany gya?) lagu...aih xingat pa nama lagu p liriknya camtok eyh...'entah mengapakah, hatiku bergetaran, bila bertemu lagi, kekasih lama.."........."ku singkap kenangan lalu, sewaktu cinta berputik, ku genggam erat tanganmu, kau tunduk sembunyikan wajah...." Apa lagik miza....stat la point ny nk ngatik org...NGEGEH KITAK MIZA!XDE MAKNERNYE~~~

*we bumped 3 times(........)*

haha!xde maknernye.....

Goodnite

Before i'm writting this, ku mdh ngn ct ku mk update blog malam tok hehe, tp b4 ya ku nyelin bilit ku mpun n piker 'astaga,,,tok ka bilit empuan??'

Soo..there u go ct..sorry la mun xbest..biasala org gik jakun ngn blog...layout pun gai...lak2 kachak blog syaya! sabar k peminat!hehe....rah sebelah nktok da cd harry potter..rasa mk tgga tp.....tdo patut gik dipolah.Esok ku wajib Spring Clean bilit tk!mengare!!!!!!!!!

~Goodnite~

^^ Happy 70th Bday John Lennon ^^

my 2nd entry...d emo one...

i feel like crying today....dr bgn tdo tdk smp nektok.lom trubat hati ini duhal....xtauk la pahal i fil so0 sad n lonely inside..maybe bcuse me not knowing mok balit cne nex wik coz umah xda org...but i made up my mind, ill go balik kpg la....nways...tdk kua bjalan2 kayo2 d jalanraya ngn miza ct n tni...then kt satok da motosikal ya dgn selambany mk lalu pan kreta ku yg tgh bergerak ya...tiba2 ny swing pan aku mk msok simpang...nsb kakiku ini koat nekan break smp bebunyi taya huhu..cian kancilku...nsb jwak xda org laju kt blakang mun ndak tek dh berlakuny eksiden!huu....Thanks God..ur always g0od to me, i know ^^.....emmm...i just posted kat fb just now..dunia ini makin pelik d mata saya...yala...macam2 bnda pelik menimpa org2 d sekeliling n aku jwak la...is the World reallly is coming to an end? emm...redha n tawakal jak kita...da gk ku rasa adakah akan berbaloi ku stdy dig ku nktok....masa depan ku xcrah pun ku tgga....ku asa mk run away and do smthng yg best!yg aku suka n really good at!isnt dat wad a good job is all about?interest? i love biology...but i dun really so into biotech...but i still can survive it laaa......tapi.....maybe i can do cooking? open my own bridal shop or restaurant or anything i can put my creativity on huhuhu...im not dat talented but if i like doing it y not kan? i just....maybe im used of being told to follow the skema path...abis spm, masok matric, masok u, keja.....dats d skema path...but will i be happy? emm.....d more i write d more im confused with my life....so i better stop here...sorry for the mess i made here..hopefully ill be better soon~~~